..A World of Nonsense..

this is from xuewei's blog.i wonder how i gt pick.

Seven RANDOM facts about me:
- i have an interesting chi name
- i m a boi
- loves council
- i slack alot sometimes
- i'm born on 8 feb
- i tend to b v picky about food
- i can b v practical

Seven things that scare me:
- cockcroach
- exams
- tests
- creepy crawlies
- (cant tink)
- (cant tink)
- ghost

Seven favourite songs:
- deep and meaningless
- things i'll never say
- anything but ordinary
- sorry seems to be the hardest word
- u make me wanna
- guilty
- breathe easy

Seven things I like most:
- council!
- sleep
- study wif council
- no tutorial
- my com
- my bed
- sitting ard doing nth

Seven people to do this?
ok, here it comes.
- chanel
- angie
- ming jue
- kristy
- melissa
- sherry

merv stepped on your garbage at 7:57 AM

it seems pretty hard to describe how tiring sch can b dese few daes, esp with the promos coming and all...not to mention e tests and t-dae prep...

went for national dae rally on sun.lol. was so totally fun!gt up close to so many politicians, esp the vets, lyk goh chok tong and tony tan.wee..fun.sad i din gt to take pix wif them or even chat with them thou. Mr teo ser luck still rmb us!haha.friendly guy.and he's my GRC MP!haha.and frm NY too.so fun.o and syimah gt interviewed.lol.we pushed it to her.haha.o and i appeared on tv. i looked deep in thought, and i REALLY m.dun doubt it.

gt back tests and tests.bio gt a 14/30, shud b a pass, but e bio dept decide to raise a pass to 15.=( first time i thot i pass my bio paper...math was screw up, and spa was ok..but worrying.haix.math tut cant catch up, but i seem to lyk bio more and more.hope e lyking can help my studies and pass my promo...shud i go baq for math tution?haix.stupid.cant seem to gt any concepts nowadays.I MISS XMS TEACHERS!!!ARGH!AND I CANT GO BACK ON T-DAY!BOO!!!

haix.and i seem to be gtting more and more distracted in claz, when i shud b gtting more focused as e daes pass.wat's wrong...stupid life.32 more daes to promos..

merv stepped on your garbage at 6:30 AM

ok i'm back to update...
had spa in e morng...haix.did smth wrong!but i shall not say more cos i'm e first claz to take it.shall not reveal anything here...
-claz as usual-
after skl, had dialogue session wif ms chiew. Lester chatted lyk 2 hrs wif her; angie 1 hr+. ms chiew said mine wud b shorter, since she already spoken to me b4. guess wat?i was in dere for 1 hr+ when she said abt half an hour.lol.but it a gd thing!iz kinda fun toking to ms chiew actually.of cos, it was to tok abt any probs. haha.and i handed in my study schedule.lol.i tink iz kinda packed...but must stick to it if i wana prove that my mids was a fluke.
and e conversation is oso v motivating!i muz do well!some of them were expected, others werent.PPL.PLS TAKE NOTE.I MUZ STEP OUT OF JINFA'S SHADOW.I WANA B REMEMBERED AS MERVIS, AGS OF 29, NOT MERVIS, LOOKALIKE AGS OF 28. o and ms chiew tok abt self-doubt and outspoken.those r things i'll definitely take note in my council term. PPL, REMEMBER: TOKING TO A TEACHER IS GD AND SOMETIMES FUN. do approach ur teachers if u haf a prob.

merv stepped on your garbage at 5:42 AM

i tink i've set a personal record-2 wks since my last post and i'm still updating.woah.record.
iz funny.i'm suppose to b studying for my bio test tml yet here i m, updating my blog.and juz to recall, dis is national day wk.
e main thing i wana tok abt todae has to b frens, after wat i've experienced for e past 2 wks.i noe, iz a super lousy topic to update abt, since every1 has almost read smth abt it.but hu cares?iz my blog.
dis morng, i msg jinfa to update him on e exco dinner, which was unfortunately cancelled.and to my utmost surprise, he said i could tok to him if i have any trouble.imagine dat.i've NEVER EVER told any1 abt any prob and here's jinfa, my gr8 senior.how ever did he find out?
i'm totally spoiled for choice.where do my frens lie?council or ct?council is still e same united bunch of ppl, cheering for u and urging u on. ct is e ppl u stick wif most of e time in sch.yet council ppl can b so disunited, even a simple thing lyk wearing e same attire, and we have ppl hu act lyk dey dun belong to council.ct?thou disunited at times, i can feel silent support from certain quarter.
and outside of ct and council?not many, or even none.cos most of e time i'm wif either grp, leaving me wif lttle frens outside of this 2 sectors.
to those frens hu have supported me, ppl lyk jf and ppl in my ct, i have to say a big thank you.to those hu self-proclaim r gd frens wif me, pls tink again?best frens dun abandon u, or even keep u in e dark.
o and ppl,sry if i still look "shytty" in sch.i'm juz facing e harsh realities of life-managing frenship and catching up wif sch.so dere...

merv stepped on your garbage at 7:09 AM

been more than a week since my last entry. been wanting to blog but have been real busy, trying to catch up with tutorials and lectures, as well as council involvement. exciting events include council outing to sentosa, pirates of carribean, racial harmony.
council outing. lester organised outing to sentosa on fri since it was a hol for our school. reponse was kinda bad, around 18?nearly half.din wana go initially since i had an og outing in e afternn and have my ps2 for me to stay home with.lol.lucky i went..cos e outing was cancelled at e last min.phew.had beach soccer, and soaked in e salty water for most of e time dere. MOST INTERESTING: EVERYONE GOT V BAD SUNBURN EXCEPT ME.LOL. i learned from experience.=D
e nxt day, went for POC with my buds from sec sch. been real long since we last catch any movie together.almost couldnt make it cos gt scolding from my mum(about results..wat else?)but she chased me out after i told her i wana stay home.haha.so went for movie lo.SERIOUSLY, E FIRST MOVIE WAS BETTER. e ending realli sux big; it was as thou the director PURPOSELY made e ending to suit the 3rd movie.HOW CAN?it shud be the last movie fitting the ending. stupid ending to an almost gr8 movie.and i dun c kiera knightley being all so pretty...hmmm
racial harmony day!haha.borrowed a shirt from suhaimi(thx!) for the day cos lester our dear council pres made it compulsory. but not many people wore athnic dat dae..so kinda stupid walking ard skl in something so airy for me.=X but enjoyed it cos first time dress up in another race's costume.fun.let's try again nxt yr.
hmm.back to my last post.rmb me saying how i become kinda changed?well, seems lyk ppl around me also noticed alr.ha.here's some comments:
ANGIE: u lyk v quiet todae(sentosa trip)
ANNALING: y u look so sian?
woah.bigger den i expected.so remind me of lyrics from avril's "anything but ordinary":sometimes i get so weird, i even freak myself out.
tink dis has someting to do with e way i c studies and results ba.it has become more serious to me now.c wat i can do about it.
gotta go back to my bio notes now.BYe

merv stepped on your garbage at 6:23 AM

iz been more den a week since my last post, and lyk usual, iz cos i find dere's nth gd to post abt.
i've gt baq results, and nth to b proud abt.some were expected, others werent.lack e courage to tell my mum, and i plan to keep it dat way.
i've seem to lost touch with life in some way.duno y, but i dun c myself being so cheerful and open any more.i often find myself sitting in my seat, juz sitting dere and doing nth.other times, i'll juz sleep.i dun seem to lyk to interact anymore, cos i find it tiring and all.=S i tink a small part has to do with the results and council, but i cant seem to identify e major reason.i juz seem to have lost my spark in life; life is juz so...repretative. and i no longer look forward to going to sch and seeing frens, lyk i used to.now i juz wana find time to...stone.transitional stage?i duno.i juz find life...monotonous rite now.

merv stepped on your garbage at 8:31 AM

Currents:
Current Mood: BAD
Current Taste: nth..cos saliva no taste de.
Current Clothes: red shirt and white shorts
Current Desktop: com or real wooden desk?com is..wallpaper..desk is yellow
Current Toenail Colour: clear.
Curent Time: 11.48
Current Surroundings: aircon room..and e snoring of my bro
Current Annoyances: my moody self
Current Thoughts: y m i doing dis?

First:
First Best Friends:too small to rmb.
First Crush: a gal
First Movie: u prob wun noe even if i tell u
First Lie: i nv lie b4.*smirk*
First Music: has to b my own crying?

Lasts:
Last Cigarette: never had one.
Last Drink: clear drinking water
Last Car Ride: in the car last week.
Last Crush: paper
Last Movie: superman
Last Phone Call: from mum.
Last CD played: 4gt
Last song played: 4gt.i dun pay much attn to such stuff

Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: den will can gf or smth alr rite?
Have you ever broken the law: e police duno me
Have you ever been arrested: e police duno me
Have you ever skinny-dipped: wat's dat
Have you ever been on TV: i sit on tv b4..when i was young
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no way

5 things you are wearing: red shirt, white shorts, glasses, underwear and e blanket is on my back
4 things you done today: eat, sleep, s***, bath, blog
3 things you can hear right now: aircon, snores, my typing
1 thing you do when you are bored: gt more bored

5 guys.
annaling.
katrina.
yun tian.
monica.
lester chee.

merv stepped on your garbage at 8:50 AM

i feel totally lousy s i'm posting dis?y?i haf no idea.juz lousy.dis has been happening frm thurs nite.i duno y.juz lousy.dat's y i wasnt in much mood ysterdae even thou i was out.and todae?damn lousy again during dinner.i've been doing ALOT of soulsearching for no apparent reason..juz so.y do we even support any team during e world cup?(weird ques..)y do i onli mix well wif ppl i noe?agh.so frustrating seriously when u dun even noe y u tink dis way.haix.

merv stepped on your garbage at 7:58 AM

ysterdae went to watch superman wif annaling, jonathan, yun tian and mao rui(sry if i spell wrong..duno how to spell).s usual, i was e earliest and had to wait close to half an hour for dem.initially din wana go actually, cos wasnt in e best of mood to go anywhere.while waiting, went for curry puffs which totally din compliment my stomach flu...go tink of e consequence la.i shall skip to e movie la.however, i shall not spoil e fun of ppl hu haven watch;i'll juz post my comments.keep dis short..
some part of e movie was...irrelevent la!lol.and superman wear 's' size shoes...ask me if u duno after tinking..he wears dry fit costume and he uses up 1 whole bottle of gel each time he saves e world.SERIOUS.and i was wondering..how can he travel to another galaxy in 5 yrs when a galaxy is light yrs away?woah...no wonder dey say he travel at e speed of light.AND OMG.i came to a conclusion.superman was drawn base on christianity.iz lyk god giving up his son to save humanity..no prize for guessing hu e saviour is in e comic.and he can totally store solar power.how cool!O o.AND HE HAS A SON!dis kid was all weak and sickly before, but once he used his powers, he become all gd.E BIRTH OF SUPERBOY.cool.but..s a bio student ah..it makes me wonder...HOW IN E WORLD DID LOUIS LANE AND SUPERMAN(OR CLARK KENT) HAVE A CHILD?hmm..i leave it to u to wonder..
after dat went home because i was feeling real lousy...ah..

merv stepped on your garbage at 7:47 AM