mervis' crap site

2006-08-25T07:57:00.002-07:00

this is from xuewei's blog.i wonder how i gt pick.

Seven RANDOM facts about me:
- i have an interesting chi name
- i m a boi
- loves council
- i slack alot sometimes
- i'm born on 8 feb
- i tend to b v picky about food
- i can b v practical

Seven things that scare me:
- cockcroach
- exams
- tests
- creepy crawlies
- (cant tink)
- (cant tink)
- ghost

Seven favourite songs:
- deep and meaningless
- things i'll never say
- anything but ordinary
- sorry seems to be the hardest word
- u make me wanna
- guilty
- breathe easy

Seven things I like most:
- council!
- sleep
- study wif council
- no tutorial
- my com
- my bed
- sitting ard doing nth

Seven people to do this?
ok, here it comes.
- chanel
- angie
- ming jue
- kristy
- melissa
- sherry

2006-08-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

it seems pretty hard to describe how tiring sch can b dese few daes, esp with the promos coming and all...not to mention e tests and t-dae prep...

went for national dae rally on sun.lol. was so totally fun!gt up close to so many politicians, esp the vets, lyk goh chok tong and tony tan.wee..fun.sad i din gt to take pix wif them or even chat with them thou. Mr teo ser luck still rmb us!haha.friendly guy.and he's my GRC MP!haha.and frm NY too.so fun.o and syimah gt interviewed.lol.we pushed it to her.haha.o and i appeared on tv. i looked deep in thought, and i REALLY m.dun doubt it.

gt back tests and tests.bio gt a 14/30, shud b a pass, but e bio dept decide to raise a pass to 15.=( first time i thot i pass my bio paper...math was screw up, and spa was ok..but worrying.haix.math tut cant catch up, but i seem to lyk bio more and more.hope e lyking can help my studies and pass my promo...shud i go baq for math tution?haix.stupid.cant seem to gt any concepts nowadays.I MISS XMS TEACHERS!!!ARGH!AND I CANT GO BACK ON T-DAY!BOO!!!

haix.and i seem to be gtting more and more distracted in claz, when i shud b gtting more focused as e daes pass.wat's wrong...stupid life.32 more daes to promos..

2006-08-14T05:42:00.000-07:00

ok i'm back to update...
had spa in e morng...haix.did smth wrong!but i shall not say more cos i'm e first claz to take it.shall not reveal anything here...
-claz as usual-
after skl, had dialogue session wif ms chiew. Lester chatted lyk 2 hrs wif her; angie 1 hr+. ms chiew said mine wud b shorter, since she already spoken to me b4. guess wat?i was in dere for 1 hr+ when she said abt half an hour.lol.but it a gd thing!iz kinda fun toking to ms chiew actually.of cos, it was to tok abt any probs. haha.and i handed in my study schedule.lol.i tink iz kinda packed...but must stick to it if i wana prove that my mids was a fluke.
and e conversation is oso v motivating!i muz do well!some of them were expected, others werent.PPL.PLS TAKE NOTE.I MUZ STEP OUT OF JINFA'S SHADOW.I WANA B REMEMBERED AS MERVIS, AGS OF 29, NOT MERVIS, LOOKALIKE AGS OF 28. o and ms chiew tok abt self-doubt and outspoken.those r things i'll definitely take note in my council term. PPL, REMEMBER: TOKING TO A TEACHER IS GD AND SOMETIMES FUN. do approach ur teachers if u haf a prob.

2006-08-11T07:09:00.000-07:00

i tink i've set a personal record-2 wks since my last post and i'm still updating.woah.record.
iz funny.i'm suppose to b studying for my bio test tml yet here i m, updating my blog.and juz to recall, dis is national day wk.
e main thing i wana tok abt todae has to b frens, after wat i've experienced for e past 2 wks.i noe, iz a super lousy topic to update abt, since every1 has almost read smth abt it.but hu cares?iz my blog.
dis morng, i msg jinfa to update him on e exco dinner, which was unfortunately cancelled.and to my utmost surprise, he said i could tok to him if i have any trouble.imagine dat.i've NEVER EVER told any1 abt any prob and here's jinfa, my gr8 senior.how ever did he find out?
i'm totally spoiled for choice.where do my frens lie?council or ct?council is still e same united bunch of ppl, cheering for u and urging u on. ct is e ppl u stick wif most of e time in sch.yet council ppl can b so disunited, even a simple thing lyk wearing e same attire, and we have ppl hu act lyk dey dun belong to council.ct?thou disunited at times, i can feel silent support from certain quarter.
and outside of ct and council?not many, or even none.cos most of e time i'm wif either grp, leaving me wif lttle frens outside of this 2 sectors.
to those frens hu have supported me, ppl lyk jf and ppl in my ct, i have to say a big thank you.to those hu self-proclaim r gd frens wif me, pls tink again?best frens dun abandon u, or even keep u in e dark.
o and ppl,sry if i still look "shytty" in sch.i'm juz facing e harsh realities of life-managing frenship and catching up wif sch.so dere...

2006-07-27T06:23:00.000-07:00

been more than a week since my last entry. been wanting to blog but have been real busy, trying to catch up with tutorials and lectures, as well as council involvement. exciting events include council outing to sentosa, pirates of carribean, racial harmony.
council outing. lester organised outing to sentosa on fri since it was a hol for our school. reponse was kinda bad, around 18?nearly half.din wana go initially since i had an og outing in e afternn and have my ps2 for me to stay home with.lol.lucky i went..cos e outing was cancelled at e last min.phew.had beach soccer, and soaked in e salty water for most of e time dere. MOST INTERESTING: EVERYONE GOT V BAD SUNBURN EXCEPT ME.LOL. i learned from experience.=D
e nxt day, went for POC with my buds from sec sch. been real long since we last catch any movie together.almost couldnt make it cos gt scolding from my mum(about results..wat else?)but she chased me out after i told her i wana stay home.haha.so went for movie lo.SERIOUSLY, E FIRST MOVIE WAS BETTER. e ending realli sux big; it was as thou the director PURPOSELY made e ending to suit the 3rd movie.HOW CAN?it shud be the last movie fitting the ending. stupid ending to an almost gr8 movie.and i dun c kiera knightley being all so pretty...hmmm
racial harmony day!haha.borrowed a shirt from suhaimi(thx!) for the day cos lester our dear council pres made it compulsory. but not many people wore athnic dat dae..so kinda stupid walking ard skl in something so airy for me.=X but enjoyed it cos first time dress up in another race's costume.fun.let's try again nxt yr.
hmm.back to my last post.rmb me saying how i become kinda changed?well, seems lyk ppl around me also noticed alr.ha.here's some comments:
ANGIE: u lyk v quiet todae(sentosa trip)
ANNALING: y u look so sian?
woah.bigger den i expected.so remind me of lyrics from avril's "anything but ordinary":sometimes i get so weird, i even freak myself out.
tink dis has someting to do with e way i c studies and results ba.it has become more serious to me now.c wat i can do about it.
gotta go back to my bio notes now.BYe

2006-07-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

iz been more den a week since my last post, and lyk usual, iz cos i find dere's nth gd to post abt.
i've gt baq results, and nth to b proud abt.some were expected, others werent.lack e courage to tell my mum, and i plan to keep it dat way.
i've seem to lost touch with life in some way.duno y, but i dun c myself being so cheerful and open any more.i often find myself sitting in my seat, juz sitting dere and doing nth.other times, i'll juz sleep.i dun seem to lyk to interact anymore, cos i find it tiring and all.=S i tink a small part has to do with the results and council, but i cant seem to identify e major reason.i juz seem to have lost my spark in life; life is juz so...repretative. and i no longer look forward to going to sch and seeing frens, lyk i used to.now i juz wana find time to...stone.transitional stage?i duno.i juz find life...monotonous rite now.

tagged by big bad wolf

2006-07-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

Currents:
Current Mood: BAD
Current Taste: nth..cos saliva no taste de.
Current Clothes: red shirt and white shorts
Current Desktop: com or real wooden desk?com is..wallpaper..desk is yellow
Current Toenail Colour: clear.
Curent Time: 11.48
Current Surroundings: aircon room..and e snoring of my bro
Current Annoyances: my moody self
Current Thoughts: y m i doing dis?

First:
First Best Friends:too small to rmb.
First Crush: a gal
First Movie: u prob wun noe even if i tell u
First Lie: i nv lie b4.*smirk*
First Music: has to b my own crying?

Lasts:
Last Cigarette: never had one.
Last Drink: clear drinking water
Last Car Ride: in the car last week.
Last Crush: paper
Last Movie: superman
Last Phone Call: from mum.
Last CD played: 4gt
Last song played: 4gt.i dun pay much attn to such stuff

Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: den will can gf or smth alr rite?
Have you ever broken the law: e police duno me
Have you ever been arrested: e police duno me
Have you ever skinny-dipped: wat's dat
Have you ever been on TV: i sit on tv b4..when i was young
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: no way

5 things you are wearing: red shirt, white shorts, glasses, underwear and e blanket is on my back
4 things you done today: eat, sleep, s***, bath, blog
3 things you can hear right now: aircon, snores, my typing
1 thing you do when you are bored: gt more bored

5 guys.
annaling.
katrina.
yun tian.
monica.
lester chee.

lousy mood

2006-07-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

i feel totally lousy s i'm posting dis?y?i haf no idea.juz lousy.dis has been happening frm thurs nite.i duno y.juz lousy.dat's y i wasnt in much mood ysterdae even thou i was out.and todae?damn lousy again during dinner.i've been doing ALOT of soulsearching for no apparent reason..juz so.y do we even support any team during e world cup?(weird ques..)y do i onli mix well wif ppl i noe?agh.so frustrating seriously when u dun even noe y u tink dis way.haix.

superboy

2006-07-01T07:47:00.000-07:00

ysterdae went to watch superman wif annaling, jonathan, yun tian and mao rui(sry if i spell wrong..duno how to spell).s usual, i was e earliest and had to wait close to half an hour for dem.initially din wana go actually, cos wasnt in e best of mood to go anywhere.while waiting, went for curry puffs which totally din compliment my stomach flu...go tink of e consequence la.i shall skip to e movie la.however, i shall not spoil e fun of ppl hu haven watch;i'll juz post my comments.keep dis short..
some part of e movie was...irrelevent la!lol.and superman wear 's' size shoes...ask me if u duno after tinking..he wears dry fit costume and he uses up 1 whole bottle of gel each time he saves e world.SERIOUS.and i was wondering..how can he travel to another galaxy in 5 yrs when a galaxy is light yrs away?woah...no wonder dey say he travel at e speed of light.AND OMG.i came to a conclusion.superman was drawn base on christianity.iz lyk god giving up his son to save humanity..no prize for guessing hu e saviour is in e comic.and he can totally store solar power.how cool!O o.AND HE HAS A SON!dis kid was all weak and sickly before, but once he used his powers, he become all gd.E BIRTH OF SUPERBOY.cool.but..s a bio student ah..it makes me wonder...HOW IN E WORLD DID LOUIS LANE AND SUPERMAN(OR CLARK KENT) HAVE A CHILD?hmm..i leave it to u to wonder..
after dat went home because i was feeling real lousy...ah..

2006-06-28T10:02:00.000-07:00

woah.iz been such a long time since my last post, lyk almost a month.i've wanted to post, but something alwaes crops up at e last min.i've fallen sick(twice alr in e last 3 wks), e world cup has kicked off and into e quarter finals, and my mid-years are kinda screwed.
let's elaborate of e mids.
GP-ok i guess, quite satisfied wif wat i've written, juz duno about e teachers...
math-hmm, easier den expected, but din finish due to e lack of time.if i gt wat i've written all rite, i will pass..but dat's IF i pass...
chem-i screwed up big.i was sick after e math paper and e doc dignosed me wif stomach flu.worse, when i came to sch to take e chem paper, i threw up!so i had to go home.when i hand in my mc to ms sim todae and asked her about e retest, her reply was "no.waiting for instructions from head".seriously, i tink i've screwed up big time.i'm so gona fight for my rights if dey dun let me take a retest
Bio-wat can i say?juz wasted alot of my time studying for a paper i will hopelessly fail.my mind went totally blank when i did e ques la!and to tink i spent so much time on nervous system..grr..
i'm left with econs next tues.basically,i've finished reading thru e notes during e hols, but dere's no end to studying i suppose, so i'll plan out something over e next 5 daes for econs.

nxt topic.e world cup.ah.e long 4 yrs wait is over, and e world cup is in germany.Not many ppl will noe, but somehow watever team i support seems to fall over at e final hurdle.lyk the germans at euro 2004, and spain at e last world cup.nonetheless, i support holland and germans dis time round.y?holland well..juz attracts me as a youthful side.germans?ballack my fav footballer of cos.thing seems to b gg well for e germans, but holland gt knocked out by portugal.BOO!KUYT SHUD NV START A MATCH AGAIN!HE JUZ WASTE SO MANY CHANCES!
and i tink iz quite an irony to support e team onli when e team helps u to win $.i've heard some bold comments lyk "argentina is my fav team!".but dat's cos dey won 6-0, not cos u lyk dem.i bet u dun even noe 5 of e players in e team.and if a team is not helping u to win $, "dey r playing so badly, dey wun even gt out of e grp stage.e opposition betta trash dem".-_-""
dat's e wonderment of e beautiful game...e many faces of ppl so easily revealed by juz a ball and 22 men chasing after it..

tagged...-_-

2006-06-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

ok its been a long time since my last entry, but i'll start off with something sherry tagged me wif...
okaaaaay i got tagged by din t do this.

1.What were you doing in secondary school?
wasting my life away

2. Five of your favorites singers or bands?
i seem to keep changing wif time...(not in order of preference)
a. lifehouse
b. mayday
c. black eyed peas
d. avril!!
e. Blue

3. Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
a. Save half
b. use half of e other half to buy a big house
c. use half of wat remains to buy watever else i wan
d. give half of wat remains to my parents!
e. treat frens with half dat remains.

4. Five things you like to do?
(u mean rite now or wat?=S)
a. sleep
b. eat
c. slack
d. play
e. rot in bed

5. Five things you will never get?
a. a gf
b. enough $ to retire at e age of 50
c. good enough grades for my mum
d. enough sleep
e. to meet my idol(s)

6. Five favorites?
a. my bed
b. my com games
c. council
d. sec sch
e. my room

7. Five people t do this quiz?
a. annaling
b. katrina
c. yun tian
d. cheryl lee
e. xue wei

inves pix

2006-05-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

baq to put up some pix from my investiture.tell me truthfully.does jinfa and i look alyk?

2006-05-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

hi.i'm baq to blog.
been having xtra lessons since mon.i rushed thru my hmwk on e wkend and HEY HEY!WAT A SURPRISE!dey nv go thru math on mon...-_-..lyk wts?i rush thru math and nv do bio, in e end nv go thru math?and i had to skip bio cos i nv do?lyk wts la.tinking abt it makes me darn mad..
after we skip bio, went to j8 to eat.SP, YS and QL and of cos me.haha.dey r lyk gluttons la.after eating still went to expo for food fest.sure can eat sia..some1 shud join dem..in order to gain weight..*e person will noe if she c dis*
and for dinner, went food fest wif my family too.so crowded!shallnt go too deep into it..makes me hungry...
ah..tuesdae.had econs lyk 7.30 in e morng!omg.so early.and irony iz a hols.wah sian.and mr lawrence seemed to b in kinda bad mood when we din ans his ques.o well.teachers haf deir limits sometimes.after econs went mac wif majority of e claz.lol.i surprised myself when i totally annihilated 2 burgers.haha.i sure can eat.
came baq to sch in time for gp.boring lect la.juz made us sit in lt and listen.i saw ppl taking down notes but i din bother.aniwaes iz not e test i do aniwaes.so wat's e point?
eh.after dat had nsp lunch la.shall not go too deep le.start to lose interest in gg into details again.
after lunch went for bio make up.3 person and 1 ms ding.better den mass tutorial i tink.
after tutorial went to sc room.sit and crap wif e guys and saw deir cheer in mpr.lol.lucky i non-chair, den can c all e comm's funny actions.lol.
i shall end here la.any comments?pls tag..

blog revived

2006-05-27T03:44:00.000-07:00

Hi all.iz been so v long since my last post, mainly cos i sort of gt too tired of posting everydae, and well, dere's nth to post abt realli.
however, alot of things happened since e last post, lyk inves(YUP, I'M OFFICIALLY A STUDENT COUNCILLOR..CANT BELIEVE IT MYSELF), and overseas trip during e march hols to thailand.
Time fly by real quick, and todae is alr the first dae of e june hols.very soon, e hols will end and e mid yr exams will be upon me again.since mrs lim reprimanded us in claz e other dae(1 hr..),i've been telling myself iz nv too early to start mugging.afer all, iz juz 1 mth away.
e main thing i wana post about is my views about jc life.(mrs lim inspired me..sort of..)in her "speech", she said we din put in enuf effort into our work.i cant blame her for saying dat, afer all, i din realli try when i saw e ques was e same type i dun noe how to do.but i seriously felt dat she was kinda..overly worked up.she cant blame us for everything.do u c teachers blaming e rigid education system we were subjected to since 7?let's count..1,2,3..10 yrs of "practise and practise over and over wat u noe to do well", and now when we step into jc, we haf to "practise wat u duno".seriously, i myself cant do it.however do u do smth u dun understand a single s*** about?iz ironic.and when we do wat we duno, we screw everyting up, and hafta redo everyting when we understand it.come on teachers, spare us e trouble(and save more trees by not letting us waste paper) and juz teach us bfore asking us to do tutorials!dis system of tutorial before lectures makes me sick.
since pri sch, teachers teach, den gif u hmwk, and when u do well in your work(BECAUSE WE UNDERSTAND)you feel gd.Now comes jc.before u finish e series of lectures, u r already finishing ur tutorials.and when u check, u gt 90-100% wrong.pls.is dis some mean to demoralise us or smth?teach less learn more.u cant expect us to learn anyting when u haven even finish teaching e less part.
i dun mean no offence, but i juz tink iz too big a transition for my batch.juz ask e math department abt e survey dey conducted.u'll understand.

2006-03-22T05:20:00.000-08:00

this blog is officially down until further notice.e blogger involved is taking a break.=)

first dae of sch

2006-03-20T04:37:00.000-08:00

hey hey.todae first dae of term 2 le.put on new uniform for e first time.brown.totally "rocky" color.and i finally noe wat izzit lyk wearing larger pants and shirts.iz cool.

programme in sch kinda suck todae.pw wkshp, dialogue wif principal and gc wkshp.in e words of mrs chong:"how fun can it gt?"totally felt lyk gg to slp, but din.

wah i e flag bearer for O2 for 0635.i e onli male ogl.nice.praying hard i will b runner tml and not coordinator.den more fun.

todae is boring la.i dun feel lyk blogging todae lo.tml hafta reach sch at 6.30.can die la.lucky my dad came to e rescue again.muahaha.guess tonite muz slp early le, lyk i dun..haha.ciaos

religion and belief

2006-03-19T05:18:00.000-08:00

well, todae i tink i gona touch on the issue of religion and belief.i changed my mind about writing something about the government cos i tink iz kinda "touchy".religion thou touchy too, isnt exactly so "fatal".plus, i aint imposing my own religion, juz my thot on religions as a whole.

hmm,i've been reading da vinci code recently and 1 thing realli hit me.history and religion r usually written by e victors of two diff sects.i couldnt agree more.so how can we b realli sure our religion and beliefs r wat dey truly r hundreds of yrs ago?lyk christians, y do u onli choose to go churches on sunday?hmm.it reali made me pondered.

another point about religion is "imposing one's belief".i've seen and heard many times about how some ppl try to impose their religion on others who r of diff religion to dem.y muz dey do it?to truly spread deir faith?or to simply recruit more members?jonathan told me before to ignore dese ppl cos dey r from some cult grps.

and wat's dis about cult?religion and beliefs r things dat keep us gg in life.but y practise dem to such extreme?yes, some ppl cant do wifout dem, but i tink practising to such extreme is kinda, well, over e edge.y man?too much dependence on deir faith?i duno..i tink it shud b kept simply s sumthing dat makes u begin each dae afresh, wif new ideas, not something dat will make u kill or harm another being.dat is juz so wrong.

and wat's wif all e argument abt diff religion?i juz dun gt it.y do we argue whether is onli 1 true god or many gods?religion gif us power and faith, not e ability to argue.lyk many other things in life, religion is something lyk a painting, where diff people find different meanings to it.we shudnt impose 1 view on every1.lyk eating.if u keep forcing 1 way, e person might juz throw up.wrong analogy, but u gt e point.

ya, i'll juz end here la.hope i haven offended any1 in anyway wif dis entry.

end of lvl camp facil wkshp

2006-03-18T05:49:00.000-08:00

woohoo.ello ello.todae hadta go to sch early again for camp facil wkshp.i expected more physical games, and dat's wat we gt!

hm.i shall highlight 3 activities dat i still rmb e most.first up was wat i called "obstacle wall".two of ur frens stood shoulder to shoulder, signifying ur obstacles in life, and u had to push against dis "wall" in order to reach ur goal.wah very tiring la,esp on e legs and shoulder.Lol, soon heng and sherry were my wall, but i kept breaking thru cos i kept pushing frm sherry's side.=X i was wall for all 3 others turns, and tiring la.Haha, i kept telling soon heng "aj sure win championship" or "ny wun even gt into top 4" in order to break him down.haha.sherry?juz tell her to eat ex food, go shopping, movie, stay online, and she lyk almost cannot make it le.

another 1 was "free-fall".u suppose to fall off e edge of e table into a cradle ur other group members formed in order to test ur confidence and trust in dem.i missed my turn la..sad.hmm, but i did b4 so at least i gt some exp.most of e grp fell butt first, so it was v cham.some almost fell straight to e floor cos e cradle couldnt handle e pressure coming down butt-first.sherry cried, teik ling cried, lydia did her best to do it but din.but i tink was a gd effort, at least she went up despite her fear of heights.

last game was "obstacle course"?hmm.dat was damn frustrating la.omg.we had to go thru something lyk a cobweb, but we couldnt touch any of e string or go under it.it tested our teamwork la.we spent 2 hrs walking in and out of e room cos we juz couldnt not touch e string.we kept our spirits high by cheering la, but seriously, it was damn demoralising.finally, after lyk 20 tries, we found a strategy!sad thou, i had to b e person hu transport ppl over e final string, and i felt lyk i was gtting married la...T_T i hadta carry e ppl lyk bride, yet throw dem over.haha.carried lyk 10+ turns la.wah sian.damn tiring.but i din noe i can lift so many ppl continously.personal achievement.

hmm.i tink over e 2 daes, e 5 ques we learnt r v impt in life. 1.wat was ur experience? 2.wat helped u? 3. wat went against u? 4.wat new things did u learnt abt urself? 5.wat is 1 thing u will carry out if u had a chance to redo dis activity? hmm.we can apply dis to everything in life, according to lye.me tink so too.

hmm, i'll postpone my entries about gov structure til tml.cos todae gt diff experience to write abt.wait til i haf boring daes, b4 i write "gp" essays.C=

level camp facil wkshp and chomp chomp

2006-03-17T05:16:00.000-08:00

todae had level camp facil wkshp.had to wake up early la, which i so dread, esp after slping quite late last nite.urgh.and my bro disturbed my slp last nite.sian.

so my dad sent me to sch after bfast.i din c many ogls on e way so i gt kinda worried la.expected to c more ppl.luckily, when i reached, i was lyk earliest 3 la..more and more ppl started to file in after dat.hmm..

highlights:
ice breaker:hand shake..kinda lame la, tried diff type of "hand-shake", if u consider dose hand shake.1 had to shake ankle, another involved ur thumbs..T_T
other games included public speaking, some ship game, finding ppl to tok to and others la.i expected more running, but that will hafta wait til tml.i shallnt go into details of e games we played todae la.actually i forgt...

after dat went dinner at chomp chomp!was so smokey la!but found a seat at e far end, where no smoke can reach.we had fried taokuah,hokkien mee, mutton soup, sugarcane drink, satay.i even ta pao 1 packet of carrot cake, fried black, juz e way i lyk it.

came home, slack awhile and had my carrot cake b4 i m sitting here posting my entry for e dae.i tink i'll do more reflecting entries from now on la, since my dae r lyk boring and well, boring.mayb such reflections can help my gp.hope so.tml's entry will b about government,after i watch v for vendetta.

lol and ...

2006-03-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

hmm.i kinda gt pissed off last nite when some ppl kept using lol and ... in conversations.y dey lol when nth funny is written..and worse is, dey keep putting it down!urgh.so fake.i totally tink iz fake la, and fake ppl usually makes me mad.and ..., eh i 4gt, iz something dat happen long ago.i 4gt abt it.but i still dun lyk ppl ... la.so..rude?ya.rude and fake.

but dis morng.i thot abt it.iz me hu dun lyk it, so i shudnt impose my preference on every1.iz lyk religion, shudnt imposed on ppl.so to all dose ppl i shot last nite bcos u all lol or ... me, sry!iz juz me.ya,so ignore me if i bcome crappy over dese things, iz juz me showing my preferences and dislikes.

V for vendetta

2006-03-16T05:17:00.000-08:00

hmm,anyone heard of dis guy called guy fawkes?apparently, he was some guy in e past hu tried to blow up parliament in britain, in e hope of bringing about some revolution, but failed in e end and gt hanged.

well, todae, went for og outing.actual plan was for bbq at east coast park, but due to some probs(which i duno anything abt..) we changed to ps instead.as usual, i was earliest, and e rest came late..T_T worse, onli 8 ppl from e og came.kinda pathetic if i may say so myself...

hmm.went for mos b4 movie.first time i tried teriyaki chicken burger.kinda nice la, but shall try others in future.movie was unconfirmed.

we wanted to watch dorm in e beginning, but i called jonathan, and he condemned it.eh, disapprove..condemn sounds too..harsh.yes, so we changed to "v for vendetta"!i wanted to watch in e beginning cos of natalie portman, hu shaved her head juz for e movie.

hm, iz quite a chim movie la, esp about politics and e gov.it also made me tink alot abt viewpoints.r terrorists realli terrorist?dey r if u r frm e viewpoint of e gov, but dey may b liberators from e citizens side of view.it actually depends on where u r standing.helps in gp.and it also delves into "wat is a true gov".nice show.$8 well spent.michelle spent $8 slping in e cinema thou..T_T

after dat we had a long discussion abt where to eat.decided eat at ps foodcourt.mich ps us to go home slp..cos she apparently haven slpt at all.makan was ok la, usual lo, sit ard and bulls***.after dat had hot fudge sundae at macs!been v long since i last had hotfudge sundae, so enjoyed it alot.

after dat, home sweet home.u guys shud watch v for vendetta.i highly recommend it.=)

2006-03-15T05:16:00.000-08:00

You entered: (my name)
There are 18 letters in your name.
Those 18 letters total to 98
There are 6 vowels and 12 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 8

The characteristics of #8 are: Practical endeavors, status oriented, power-seeking, high-material goals.

The expression or destiny for #8:
Your Expression is represented by the number 8. The 8 Expression is well-equipped in a managerial sense. You have outstanding organizational and administrative capabilities. You have the potential for considerable achievement in business or other powerful positions. You can expect to receive the financial and material rewards. You have the skill and abilities to establish or operate a business with great efficiency. You have good judgment when it comes to money and commercial matters, and you understand how to build and accumulate material wealth. Much of your success (or lack of it) may come due to your ability (or inability) to judge character. With the number 8 Expression, you exercise sound judgment in most of your affairs; you are realistic and practical in your approach to business matters.

The positive 8 Expression produces individuals that are very ambitious and goal-oriented. If the 8 energy is not in excess in your makeup, you will no doubt express these traits to some extent. No one has any more energy that a person with the 8 Expression who has a plan laid and is starting to work. No one has any more self-confidence, either. If you are expressing the positive qualities of 8, you are an outstanding manager because you can plan, initiate, and complete projects; you are very dependable and determined.

As it always happens, there can be too much of a good thing. If you have too much of the 8 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative attitudes. A negative 8 can be very rigid and stubborn. Ambition sometimes has a way of becoming over-ambition, and you may express an unreasonable impatience with the lack of progress. If your negative side is showing, you may be too exacting, both of yourself and of others. Sometimes this can even becomes a case of intolerance.

The number 8 is very materialistic and also very desirous of status and power. Neither of these drives are inherently negative unless they are taken to an extreme. You must avoid the tendency to strain after money, material matters, status, or power, to the detriment of the other important factors in your life.

Your Soul Urge number is: 6

A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.

The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.

If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.

Your Inner Dream number is: 11

An Inner Dream number of 11 means:
You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the 'word' from on high.

dinner at airport..

2006-03-15T05:04:00.000-08:00

hmm.i tink i'll start off frm last nite ba.

hmm..sherry gave me an awesome website for songs!but i shall not disclose..iz illegal...:) den stayed up til 2.30, when i went to slp.suppose to stay up as late as possible, but since nothing to do, e next best option was to gt into bed.

bcos i slept so "early", i woke lyk 11 todae la!thou iz e hols, no programme lined up for e dae, so stay home and "soften".walk ard e hse, lie in bed, open and close e fridge..e usuals la.

hmm, dinner was at changi airport.after e show last nite, my dad decided we shud try e food recommended.but we couldnt find it, so we walk ard and ard e airport la..T_T in e end found it, but e food wasnt realli dat great, juz normal.e price was gd thou.$1.80 for a bowl of mee rebus.not too bad.

after dinner came home.den watch some tv b4 i sit b4 my com and blog now.hmm.sian dae in general...

sleeping makes u ill?

2006-03-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

i read dis in e papers todae...
"long sleepers had a 50% greater risk of stroke than did dose who slept 6-8 hour a nite.they haf higher risk of cardiovascular disease and possibly an increased risk for diabetes."
"long sleepers haf a greater risk of dying than dose who sleep less"
"jap study showed that dose hu slept more than 7.5 hours had a greater mortality risk than those who slept less than 6.5 hours."
"there's also the possibility that long sleeping increases one's risk for certain diseases."

2006-03-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

hm.i duno wat to type todae rite now.been a normal dae, but i feel...i duno wat i feeling oso.fatigue?siansation?i cant quite put my foot on it, but i feel totally mistuned.

woke lyk 8, stuck to my plan to extend my passport.went out lyk 8.30 wifout bfast, so was feeling hungry all e way.reach ICA ard 9.15.waited in line,and after 9 ppl, was my turn.extended til 7 nov, so i muz change my passport in may.

after dat took train baq to sch.had a bad feeling on e train.was hesitating whether shud gt off or not, and somehow my left side held me baq.but i decided to gt off in e end.mind over matter.

gt to sch.saw some bball gals painting e floor or smth.duno.went to bookshop.not much ppl thou.ask e auntie abt e ref, but her reply,"hai mei you lai.."(not here..)my mind went blank.after a short convo wif her abt e bks, gt her hp no to call b4 i come to sch nxt time to check out e bks.

came home.dis lousy feeling was alr present.came online but din tok.read da vinci code instead.after which i had a nap.after waking, did some chores b4 my parents came home wif dinner.after which, i carried on reading.cleared 35 chaps alr.and now i'm here blogging.could u identify y i gt such a lousy feeling?i duno...

errands dae

2006-03-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

todae was quite a busy dae.had to go sch collect gc, go to ICA to extend my passport and go dental appointment at 4.15.so i woke ard 10 to prep.

s i was bathing, i realise e water supply was real small...and i rmb dey servicing e water supply right over my head!wat to do?i turned on e tap and had to wash myself clean using cold water in e morng..not exactly a great start to e dae...

left hse at 11.30 after "dat 70 show".my fav show.hmm.todae's episode was abt "gay dream and sponging..."i shall not elaborate anymore.e rest is up to ur imagination.

i thot i wud b in trouble cos i was in home clothes instead of sch attire, but luckily e guard let me thru wifout a second ques.nice.i walk to e bkshop to c sherry in her slippers and sch pe attire.T_T weird combi?sch pe is lyk to abide by sch rule but wearing slippers..c e irony?after she collect her gc(at dis time, she still haven seen me..), she juz walked away..lol..e rest is up to her tell u more..

hmm, so i collected my gc.wanted to take a look at e bio ref(which i def need to do e tys ques, which is so damn CHIM) but e bkshp lady no stock le.sian.tml hafta go baq juz to CONSIDER e ref.if i dun wana buy iz another waste trip.

after dat(at dis pt of time, iz ard 12.30), i saw annaling.she was gona meet her fren and i was suppose to go ICA.but she duno how to go buona vista, so i directed her la.but seeing e time, i decide to go lunch wif her gang.meet 2 frens of her, kinda cool la.ate at holland v, which is lyk e first time i've been dere la!we chat til lyk 3.i rushed off at dat pt of time s i had a feeling i might b late alr.

so i had to take a lonely trip all e way baq to lavendar.it was v crowded todae!when i saw my queue no. i almost fainted.i had to wait lyk 100+ turn til my no comes!i crushed e paper and walk off, baq into e train and went to dentalcenter for my apptment.

hmm.quite pleased.e dentist say i'm in e last phase!if u duno wat dat means, it means i can remove bracles real soon!i decided to stick to e plan and put red color, but it din reali suit me la.but cant change, hafta stick wif it for 2 mth.

after dat, met my dad and we went to buy some fruits followed by dinner.mum was working late, so we "ta pao" for her.had western food..yum..thou i cant realli bite wif e tight bracles..

home sweet home.did some other things, followed by bio and here i m, ending dis entry.had fun reading?den u shud tag....

gloomy dae

2006-03-12T05:33:00.000-08:00

sunday, march12, 2006
todae is such a gloomy dae.haix.sian.oso cant explain y i gt dis feeling, been having it since i went for e climb.

todae wake round 10, cos i gg climbing again.e plan was to meet my bro at e center ard 12.woke up to find no bfast or lunch, so had to leave home on an empty stomach.
reach climb center round 12,but was quite suprise to c some ppl ard.expected it to b quite deserted cos of e competition going on at safra.aniwae, din care abt dem but climb myself.til my bro came la.todae climb was kinda sucky, mayb cos i havent been climbing for 1 wk alr.and wif a throbbing headache, u cant realli concentrate ur energy on climbing.

went home, reached home round 3+.kinda bored lor, and chatting kinda sucks todae too.wasnt realli in e usual mood, so was kinda crappy todae.decided to go for a nap la.

woke in time for dinner(chicken rice).after dinner watch LOEG(league of xtraordinary gentlemen).kinda cool show, first time i watching it.tink my fav character was e immortal,thou he's e bad guy.sad ending thou, he died after seeing his own portrait(dun ask me y..i dun noe).usual ending for e movie la, bad guy die, gd guys triumph.

now, after movie, blogging.kinda boring entry la realli.no1 to chat wif oso.sianzation.no wonder i say iz a moody dae for me.haix.

sat, march 11, 2nd sat of march

2006-03-11T07:08:00.000-08:00

i decide to post smth abt todae, though iz quite late alr.
todae suppose to go baq sch paint og flags, but i realise i dun haf paintbrush la!s***..in e end i ended up bringing 1 whole stack of newspaper to cover up my guilt.

(i shall skip e painting part, or else dis entry will b a few thousand words long)our flag was great!but sadly, we wun use our own og flag we made; will be using e flag of e ct we r posted to.sian 1/2 la...din take any pic lyk sherry did, so sian 1/2 again..so iz sian 1...
after dat went j8 to catch movie wif sherry, sheng ping, chiat yin, and teng kiat(but he went for lust, choosing to go some CHIJ funfair or smth and leave us all alone).iz e first time i watch 2 movies in 3 daes la...and e show was a total waste of my $..some1 is gona gt a less expensive present cos of dis...
tml going bouldering again.been lyk more than 1 wk, so tml muz b more aggressive, but i doubt i can do much wif e stupid headache baq la..wah lao..medication finish alr still lyk dat...
o ya, gt posted to 0635, along wif all my original ct mates hu decided to stay wif e same combination!great!dun hafta tink abt wat to do if we dun gt into e same claz animore..but i hope e other ppl we gona be in e same claz wif r frenly and approachable!and i wana b e ogl of my own ct!*pray*
tink i end here la...mayb i can rmb more details abt e dae tml...so byes!

first post of new blog..

2006-03-11T05:46:00.000-08:00

hi, due to demand and boredom, i have decided to do a new blog.sleeping seems to be my order of e year, so e skin is about sleep.
hm, where shud i start?i don't know leh..tell me in my tag la!